Is this fog going to follow me wherever I go? Will this brush forever taint every picture I paint? Will this pen continually reveal my secrets without my consent? Is this ever going to end? I fear not. Yes, it ‘makes me who I am’. My journey through the darkness will never be over. The realisation […]
Hand in hand we walk along The cold, wet, shining pier, A place where love should keep me strong Makes me cry another tear. Who am I, I ask myself? And who on earth are you? Who is this I’m walking with, Old friend I’ve found anew? I’ve known you for forever, Yet we’ve never […]
My soul is no longer pure. It is poisoned. Poisoned by hate. The hate I feel towards my Mother. My Father. My Aunt: why did you have to die? My Grandparents: where were you, when I needed you? Myself: why am I so worthless? My eyes no longer see the truth. They are clouded. Clouded by […]
Beat me ’till I’m black and blue, Beat me ’till I cannot see, I am not a friend to you, So beat me ’till I cannot see. Mock me ’till I cut myself, Across my arm and down one knee, It is not a cry for help: I cut where no one else will see. […]
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